Identity
Words exploring selfhood, who we are, and personal meaning.
100 words
Meraki
may-rah-keeadj. Pouring yourself wholeheartedly into something with creativity and love.
Vacilando
vah-see-lan-dohv. Traveling for the journey rather than the destination.
Ya'aburnee
yah-ah-boor-neen. Hope to die before a loved one to avoid living without them.
Warmduscher
varm-doo-shern. Someone who only takes warm showers, implying they're a wimp.
Szimpatikus
sim-pa-ti-kusadj. Intuitively feeling that someone is a good person upon first meeting.
Poggled
pog-uhldadj. Shocked upon noticing an obvious detail in something you see daily that you had never seen before.
n. The point in your mid-twenties when accountability for your own station in life sets in.
adj. Finding a person so attractive it actually kinda pisses you off.
Inerrata
in-eh-vah-tuhn. A kind of mistake you wouldn't take back even if you could.
Appriesse
ap-ree-esn. The feeling of loss for not meeting someone before their death, leading to an attempt to know them through stories and memories.
Sitheless
sih-thuh-lesadj. Feeling wistful upon encountering a past love and realizing the changed significance of familiar gestures.
Pithered
pith-erdadj. Frustrated that you can't force yourself to remember something, even though it's right on the tip of your tongue.
Mottleheaded
mot-l-hed-idadj. Feeling uneasy when socializing with incompatible groups of people.
Kinchy
kin-cheeadj. Feeling guilty for prioritizing personal concerns over global issues.
adj. Awed at the impact someone has had on your life, feeling intimidated by how profoundly they helped shape your identity.
Ne’Er-Be-Gone
nair-bi-gawnn. A person who has no idea where their home is, leaving their emotional compass free to swing wildly as they move from place to place.
Irrition
ih-ri-shunn. Regret at having cracked the code of something, leading to a desire to forget the pattern.
Malotype
mal-uh-tahypn. A person embodying your worst traits, serving as a negative role model.
Semaphorism
sem-uh-fawr-iz-uhmn. A conversational hint indicating a personal insight without further elaboration.
Alazia
"uh-ley-zhuh" or "ah-ley-zee-uh"n. The fear that you're no longer able to change.
n. The moment of realization that your ideal future self will not materialize, leaving you to take on the role yourself.
v. Compulsively turning away from works of art that are frustratingly good.
Harmonoia
hahr-muh-noi-uhn. An itchy sense of dread when life feels just a hint too peaceful.
Vellichor
vel-uh-kawrn. The strange wistfulness of used bookstores, infused with the passage of time.
n. An important part of your personality that remains hidden from others.
Holiette
hoh-lee-etn. A place that seems significant to others but not to you, leaving you trying to feel something.
Elsing
el-singn. The unconscious habit of seeing someone as a representation of someone else, obscuring their true identity.
n. The nagging sense that you never quite manage to immerse yourself in a foreign culture.
Lyssamania
lis-uh-mey-nee-uhn. The irrational fear that someone you know is angry at you, leading to a frenzy of outrage.
Kuebiko
koo-web-i-kohn. A state of exhaustion inspired by senseless tragedies and acts of violence, which force you to abruptly revise your expectations of what can happen in this world.
Lutalica
loo-tal-i-kuhn. The sense that you're more than the categories that society puts you in.
Suente
soo-ent-eyn. The state of being so familiar with someone that you can be in a room with them without thinking or speaking.
Nemotia
nih-moh-shahn. The fear of being powerless to change the world around you.
n. An abrupt collapse of trust in yourself, resetting expectations and making it harder to guarantee your word's value.
Flichtish
flik-tishadj. Nervously aware of untested assumptions about yourself that form your self-image.
Justing
justingn. The habit of believing that a single change could solve all problems, leaving you perpetually on the verge of a better life.
v. Finding yourself bothered by somebody's death more than you would have expected, even if they were only an abstract presence in your life.
Solla, Solla, Solla
suh-lah, suh-lah, suh-lahn. An incantation whispered privately to celebrate the loss of something or someone loved.
n. The fear that everyone around the world is essentially the same, limiting opportunities for reinvention or seeking a better society elsewhere.
n. The disorienting feeling of meeting an old friend and realizing you've both changed.
Suerza
soo-wair-zuhn. A feeling of quiet amazement that you exist at all.
Moriturism
moh-rich-uh-riz-uhmn. A tiny jolt of awareness that someday you will die, leaving you with a profound realization of life's impermanence.
adj. Sensing the judgment of your future self looking over your shoulder.
Wellium
wel-ee-uhmn. An excuse to rationalize a disappointing outcome by convincing yourself of alternative explanations.
Apolytus
ah-pahi-i-tuhsn. The moment you realize you are changing as a person, outgrowing your old problems.
Mal De Coucou
mal duh koo-koon. A condition of having an active social life but very few close friends.
Rubatosis
roo-bah-toh-sisn. The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat.
Daguerreologue
duh-gair-uh-lawgn. An imaginary conversation with an old photo of yourself, offering advice or seeking validation.
Kudoclasm
koo-doh-klaz-uhmn. A crisis of self-doubt emphasizing the need for balance in self-perception and actions.
Leidenfreude
lahyd-n-froi-duhn. A sense of paradoxical relief when something bad happens to you.
Énouement
ey-noo-mahnn. The bittersweetness of finally learning the outcomes of events in the future but being unable to inform your past self.
Hiddled
hid-1dadj. Feeling the loneliness of having to keep a secret to yourself.
n. A quiet jolt of recognition signaling the need to improve oneself.
Knellish
nel-ishadj. Afraid to relax your body and drift off to sleep due to the association with death.
Amoransia
ah-moh-ran-see-uhn. The melodramatic thrill of unrequited love.
Typifice
tip-uh-fisn. A caricature of yourself that went out of date years ago, though nobody around you seems to have noticed.
Mornden
mawrn-duhnn. The self-contained pajama universe shared by two people on a long weekend morning.
n. The phenomenon of observing your parents interact with people they grew up with, which reboots their personalities into youth mode.
n. The act of trying to keep an amazing discovery to yourself.
Volander
voh-land-uhrn. The ethereal feeling of looking down at the world through an airplane window.
Waldosia
"wawl-doh-zhuh" or "wawl-doh-see-uh"n. A condition of scanning faces in a crowd for a specific person who would have no reason to be there.
Agnosthesia
ag-nos-thee-zhuhn. The state of not knowing how you truly feel about something, leading to self-analysis based on behavioral clues.
n. The tendency for social networks to magnify unexpected personality traits of people you know.
Ioia
ahy-yo-yuhn. The wish to see statistics overlaid on every person you meet.
adj. Feeling ashamed after revealing too much of yourself to someone.
Vemodalen
vey-moh-dah-lenn. The fear that originality is no longer possible.
Ecsis
ek-sisn. The haunting sense of mystery infused into certain random details that beckons you to wonder how it ended up here at this point in time.
Dolorblindness
doh-ler-blahynd-nisn. The frustration of never being able to truly understand another person's pain.
n. The fantasy of an elaborate diagnosis that neatly captures the kind of person you are.
Covalent Bond
ko-vey-luhnt bondn. A moment of sudden involvement in a stranger's personal life that breaks down barriers.
Feresy
fer-uh-seen. The fear that your partner is changing in ways you don't understand, even though they might be changes for the better.
Bareleveling
bair-lev-uhl-ingv. Trying to improve yourself in secret to avoid judgment or attention.
Anechosis
an-uh-koh-sisn. A state of exhaustion with being told what you want to hear, longing for someone to challenge you to become a better person.
Povism
poh-viz-uhmn. The frustration of being stuck inside your own head, unable to interpret how you are perceived by others.
Onism
oh-niz-uhmn. The awareness of the limited scope of personal experiences in the world.
Dolonia
duh-loh-nee-uhn. A state of unease caused by excessive admiration, leading to doubts about one's true self.
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